This book, collecting dust in my library, entreats me to be read, but with a gentler ambition than my initial attempts: one essay at a time. The fault is mine, the completionist that I am; eighty pages in and I haven’t picked it up since. It is my primary inspiration to write, but I always fight to craft the language that seems so effortless to those essayists. Some day my writing style won’t be because that’s all I know, but because I have chosen it amongst all I know. Till then, one must read more and write more. Although, Oscar Wilde consoles me:
“The only artists I have ever known who are personally delightful are bad artists. Good artists exist simply in what they make, and consequently are perfectly uninteresting in what they are. A great poet, a really great poet, is the most unpoetical of all creatures. But inferior poets are absolutely fascinating. The worse their rhymes are, the more picturesque they look. The mere fact of having published a book of second-rate sonnets makes a man quite irresistible. He lives the poetry that he cannot write. The others write the poetry that they dare not realize.” — Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray
I fear some friends may refer to me as “personally delightful,” hence my predicament.
Later, another friend asked why I didn’t use Substack. How ignorant she was of my internal struggle! Unfortunately, her writing is phenomenal. I aspire to enjoy her imagination with words, and I can only enjoy her writing courtesy of Substack. Quite the quandary.
The people continue to speak, and I must listen. So now you can subscribe to my work. What a glorious day this is!
Fair warning, I write on myriad subjects, including technical ones, which may be of no interest to you. I suggest you check the tags in the subject of the email to ensure a pleasant reading experience.
This section describes how I setup my newsletter, for the technically curious.
The setup was trivial. I only opened 60 tabs, investigated 5 different mailers, and spent four hours earning a quick bachelors in the subject.
I hope you are enthralled by how I combined philosophical and technical details into one post.